love is the beauty of the soul..........

poppy storypatch wristlet

2010-11-07T19:19:00.000-08:00

nak jual ni.. ada yg minat tak?

size : 6(L) x 4 (H)
12" strap with clip to attach to the inside of a larger bag

Tudung Syria

2010-09-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

Skrg ni trend tudung syria.... mmm walaupun aku rasa tak sesuai sgt style tudung gini ngan muka aku... tp disebabkan aku nak merempit ke opis sepanjang bulan ramadhan ni bersama somiku.. so aku gagahkan la diri aku membeli dan memakai tudung syria ni.. and mmg adakalanya buat aku pening kepala....

aku rasa aku pakai tudung ni with aku nye cermin mata mmg la buruk ya hamat... and tanpa cermin mata laks.. mmg la buruk kan tp tak la seburuk bercermin mata... nak pakai contact lense laks... mata aku ni mmg tak tahan.. pakai kejap tak sampai sejam dah gatal2 and pedih... ishhh tension wehhh....

meh layam gambo aku bertudung syria...

Lama tak update....

2010-09-17T00:04:00.001-07:00

MMMmmmmm lama betoi tak update blog ni... nak start mana dulu ek... tak pe .. akan ku pikirkan ye....

Tepek gambo family dulu la wat layanan mato ....

10 Years in CIMB

2010-02-02T19:24:00.000-08:00

mmm dlm diam tak diam dah 10 tahun aku keje kat CIMB ni.. dulu CIMB dikenali sbg Commerce International Merchant Bankers Berhad. Ni la nama company yg aku memula join. Kemudian bertukar nama menjadi CIMB Berhad. Lepas tu merge ngan SBB dan Bumiputra Commerce dan nama pun bertukar sekali lagi CIMB GROUP. Dlm CIMB Group ada la pulak CIMB Bank, CIMB Investment (company aku), CIMB Islamic, CIMB Labuan, CIMBNiaga dan mcm2 lagi la... sume ni dlm CIMB Group.

Mcm2 yg dah aku lalui dan tempuhi sepanjang keje kat sini. Kenkwn aku pun mcm2 peel dan fashion yg ada. aku dari zmn vogue heheheehhe kata bos aku zmn jahiliah sampai la ke zmn muslimah hehheheh masih di sini. dari bujang sampai dah kawen dan ada anak ... aku tetap di sini. Department aku pun berubah2.. mostly aku attach ngan CF tp dulu ada la last 3 years aku team aku transfer ke IBTS department.. peh tu masuk balik CF department and 2010 aku dan team aku masuk balik IBTS department.

Bab pindah randah.... aku rasa dah 6 kali aku melompat dari satu floor ke satu floor and dr satu bangunan ke satu bangunan... boss aku pun dah ramai gak sepanjang 10thn kat sini... memula bos aku very nice guy... En. Addha...dia yg amik aku keje kat sini.. peh tu tukar ngan bos cina..sbb Addha naik pangkat hehhehe dpt la bos cina nama dia Chia Gek Liang (CGL)... dari CGL bertukar laks ngan Tan Hong Kheng (THK)... peh tu tukar laks masuk team Lee Chuk Hoe ngan Lee Heng Kheng... peh tu team berpecah... aku follow team Lee Chuk Hoe yg mana big bos kami adalah Augustone Cheong Kwok Fai... peh tu team ni pecah lagi... masuk IBTS... aku follow Augustone Cheong Kwok Fai and satu bos baru En. Shaari.. peh tu si Augustone ni resign.. tinggal la En. Shaari and kami pindah ke CF department semula...ni la bos aku sampai skrg... and 2010 ni masuk IBTS semula and aku jaga 2 bos... En. Shaari and En. Azlin... officer aku laks malas nak ckp ramai sgt and byk betul kerenah...

mmm entah berapa lama lagi aku akan berada di sini.. kalau ikutkan ati dan rasa mcm dah tak mampu terus di sini..... tp mengenangkan beberapa perkara .... maka aku HARUS terus berada di sini...........

cerita sedey

2009-10-28T19:47:00.000-07:00

received this email yesterday... while reading this......... i can't stop my tears falling down.. come read this....

BUAT RENUNGAN BERSAMA - ERTI KASIH SAYANG TANPA IBU

Papadom The Movie & Article - The Irreplaceable Void

I watched Papadom last week and coincidently on the next day I received the following article from a friend through the email. It touched my heart, both the movie and the article. Although they are not exactly the same, but the line of story is pretty similar; what will happen when God loves Mummy more and take her away.

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid, because that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice left overs, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child. With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all I heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket! Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation :

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore left over rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you because I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad... "

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, "I am sorry, Dad." But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. Because he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter,and it's Christmas time. Everywhere the Christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, "I'm sorry, Dad" and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year. His answer, amidst his sobbing, was, "The letters were for Mummy." My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him:

"But why did you post so many letters, at one time?"

My son's reply was, " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say....I told my son,

"Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy."

My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldn't help opening the letter before they turn to ash. And one of the letters broke my heart....

Dear Mummy, I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldn't help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason.

Mummy, every day I see Dad missing you and whenever he thinks of you, he is so sad and often hides and cries in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why haven't you appear? After reading the letter, I can't stop sobbing because I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife...

SELAMAT HARI RAYEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya ... aidilfitri mulia... ampun maaf dipinta.. mensuci hening dosa..... seruan kita untuk semua... selamat.. selamat.. selamat hari raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This year sambut raya umah my MIL kat tampin, N9. As usual time raya ni anak2 la yg paling happy.. for my sons laks.. aqil sambut raya kali ke 3... raya pertama aqil pun kat tampin... masa tu dia baru 6 or 7 bln.. so tak tau apa2 lagi..... second raya for aqil..... nothing interesting sbb sambut raya kat umah sendiri.....kat kl.... terperap kat umah aje coz masa tu i'm counting days to deliver aqil's brother.... and this year... aqil beraya dgn adik dia... and this year.. dia dah pandai mintak duit raya huuuhhuuu sogan aku dibuatnye hehhehe..... asal nampak org nak kasi duit raya laju je dia ckp "nakkk"... hehhehehehe

Muhammad Aqil Zufar - 1st time sambut raya year 2007

2nd raya for aqil - 2008

(gambo 3rd raya aqil - 2009) WILL BE UPLOAD LATER

for Zuhair laks... nie 1st time dia sambut hari raya....... raya pertama pada usia dia 11 bulan... tp anakku ini pun blh tahan gak... pantang org hulur sampul raya tu laju je dia amik... peh tu kalau kita amik sampul tu dari dia.......... tgk la dia punya nangis hehhehe.....

(GAMBO ZUHAIR .... UPLOAD LATER)

for me laks... raya ni tak best sgt..... tak de bergambar raya pun sbbnye... mukaku penuh noda2 jerawat....... arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...1st time dpt jerawat beso2 and sekali naik 7 ketoi kat muka... adeiii....... tangan laks gatai asyik nak usik tpt yg berjerawat tu aje.....

Crocs

2009-08-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

Crocs... mmm........ addicted gak ngan kasut2 nie... tp mahal gilos.. lately nie terlalu byk org jual kasut ni online... all claimed that their crocs is the original.... and i've bought for aqil 2 pairs from one of the blogshop... of course cheaper... only RM40 per pair... ok la utk anak2 yg kaki akan membesar nie....once bought it .. i went to the boutique... to check and survey what is the different between the one sell in boutique and online.. and yes.. there are differences that i've noticed... below is the differences yg i noticed

1. Colour - i've checked from the web also..

2. the button - mmg nampak lain... size also different

3. tapak kasut - (immi - ada defect and spelling salah)

early june.. tak ingat bila.. g mines with aqil.. i saw one crocs butik kat level 3... teruja gak crocs ada kat mines... masuk kedai tuh ... tgk rege...... aikkkk bior betul... tanya kat SA tuh "why cheap arr" SA tu jwb nie crocs outlet kak... kat outlet normally rege mmg murah coz of out of season nye stock... and nie the only outlet yg ada kat malaysia.. yg lelain tu sumer butik2 yg jual brg2 latest and rege retail... mmmm no wonder la murah... sassari just RM89.++ almost half price.. and bought crocs otter kids kaler brown utk my sons... 1 pair RM65.90

my fren kat Vegas lagi best... kat outlet sana rege crocs starting dari USD4.99... gilos murah... nie gambo2 crocs kat Vegas...

nie kasut2 yg my fren beli dgn rege USD4.99

10 years in CIMB

2009-07-30T21:18:00.001-07:00

dah sploh taun rupanya aku kat cimb nie.. 1 december nie genap la 10 thn....... adeii... dulu cimb kecik aje.. best.. tap la nie dah beso benor.. more over start merge ngan SBB and BCHB... and ppl start to confuse antara CIMB BANK and CIMB Investment Bank...

"woiii aku bkn keje ngan CIMB bank la aku keje ngan CIMB Investment.." itu la ayat yg selalu aku kuarkan bila kenkawan mula mintak tlg itu ini abt their account hehehhee....

ni la antara muka2 secretaries kat cimb.. department corporate finance aje nieh.... ada muka2 baru and ada yg dah jadi super duper senior.. more than 20 years served in cimb....

tada........ nie la boss aku.... yg lelaki.. yg akak sorang nie head secretary of corporate finance department... nie muka sume sememeh terutama aku .. hehehh aku baru je abih pantang masa nei... kena laks kat opis tu ada tanah runtuh so nie la petempatan sementara kami kat glenmarie shah alam... hehhehhe poyo sungguh muka boss aku...

nie laks aktiviti lepak secretary possing kat petempatan sementara kitaorg.. bgnan RS kat glenmarie, shah alam..... best gak dok sini sbb happening gilos... dah la ala ala tak de keje... asyik menebeng kat tpt kwn aje.. suka suka ati melepak.. time lunch lagi gilos ... meraban2 kita org servey shah alam tu.. ..

rindu laks nak lepak opis sementara tuh... byk woo aktiviti kami kat situ.........

Coach... I want more!!!!

2009-07-22T22:02:00.000-07:00

Suke bangat brand coach nie... well mgkn baru belajo brand2 sebegini.. dulu pakai immi nye al maklum le nak beli tak mampu....... kat sini rege cecah ribu woo... adeiiii........
early this year... masa join wmc forum.. terjumpa balik the very long lost fren... kwn masa sekolah rendah dulu..... lama sungguh terpisah.... she stay in Vegas... and from her la i managed to buy Coach yahoo.......... at last dpt gak coach with a very reasonable and affordable price heheheh sib baik dia tulun belikan heheheh... berniat nak tambah lagi.. tp dia nak balik malaysia for good this december.......... ooohhhh noooooooo......... i must grab lagi b4 dia balik... at least dpt lagi seketoi wakakakak..........

nie laks id landyard yg wishlist kat dia.. rasa nak merah but if tak de brown pun ok...

and this laks.. wristlet and handbag coach yg kenkawan tumpang kirim kat dia heheheh...

Addiction.............

2009-07-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

Lately nie... mmg gilos kat ronastore..... heheheh ni sumer started when my fren from Vegas introduce me with ronastore.. dia ckp nie kedai yg pames... and reasonable price.. start tu rajin gak lawat ronastore.. byk item menarik and good price.......

lately ronastore semakin menjadi kegilaan ku......... pagi petang siang malam asyik nak tgk ronastore aje.. tak sempat buka lappy guna iphone hb pun ok....start dr sis ana wat clearance.... gilos.. meroyan .. mcm2 feeling ado kalau tak dpt grab item yg masuk clearance... and after that kenai laks shoutbox ronastore......... gilos......... layan shoutbox laks.. kenal la few member ronastore yg mmg crazy dok sana.......... friendly oso.. antaranya poison, tulipx, si peah heheh, syarina, ayu, leen, zurasid....... and few names yg slalu masuk and layan sembang... so far just jumpa poison aje heheh....... coz order sarawak cake.. thanks pois! join shoutbox nie keje aku pun semakin terbengkalai hehehehe...........

nie few items yg dibeli kat ronastore hehehe....... (gambo from ronastore)

to all my cicak frenzzzzzzzz........

2009-07-16T01:32:00.000-07:00

hi kenkawan cicakkkk........ i'm presenting.... aka promoting...... ceerio and dhiraa... nak kenai kami... nie la rope kami.... heheheh

nie la dhiraa (tudung ijau) aku laks tudung potih hehheh

nie masa zmn kegemilangan kami heheheh

nie dhira possing ngan adiah dia.. celebration secretaries week...opsssss pecah rahsia... hehehe kami ni kuliteri aje ...

nie laks ........ of course la mom's to 2 little hero tuhhh hehhehe

tadaaaaaaaaaaa......... ceerio ngan dhiraa....

so frenzzzzzzzz ......... kenai kami... nanti jgn lupa kalau terserempak tego tego la yer.....

*** jgn mare dhiraa aku promote muka kita wakakakakk

my 2nd little hero - Muhammad Aqil Zuhair

2009-07-15T23:51:00.001-07:00

Muhammad Aqil Zuhair... my 2nd hero... borned on 7th Oct 2008. This time normal delivery .... well... allah swt kabulkan keinginan ku utk merasai dan melalui pengalaman melahirkan anak secara normal.......... what do i feel.......... goshhhhhh........ saket wehhhh.......... dah la doktor tak potong dia bior koyak sendiri........ even amik epidural........ but few hours after that....... rasa sakit balik tetambah masa nak bersalin waduhhh waduhh... but true la... dah kuar je bb terasa ilang sumer sakit... heheeheh........ jom tgk aqil zuhair aka zuhair

2 little heros in my life

2009-07-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

lama tak jengah sini.....

2009-07-15T21:12:00.000-07:00

mmmmm dah lama betoi tak masuk blog nie... maklum la sume wat post kat facebook... now facebook dah kena block... so tak leh masuk lagi kat opis......... kena update balik la blog nie...

Model pakaian pengantin ...hehehhehe

2008-07-02T20:18:00.000-07:00

zaman kegemilanganku.... sabah with luv

2008-06-24T19:33:00.001-07:00

SabAH DlM K3NaNg@n..............

Mandi time.... sempat gak nak pose tuhh....

pose sumer..........

karaoke time... ibuk-ibuk nie lupa anak dan suami tuhh...

Dinner time... CIMBian...

di tepi pantai yg indahhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

gambo masa baru sampe sabah.. ala ala 3 dara pingitan... tp yg benarnye masa nie 1 aje dara.. dua lagi tu no dara anymore hehehheheheh jgn mare........ ibuk ibuk....

me and my 1st car........ kancil.... skrg dah jadi milik org...

2008-06-24T19:20:00.000-07:00

me and my kancil... during cimb annual dinner

me and my fren jijah.. pose with my kancil .. uniform Hari pekerja year 2004

me n my beloved hb..

2008-06-23T22:03:00.001-07:00

me n my baby..

2008-06-23T21:58:00.000-07:00

aren't we cute.. hehehehehe

Aqil & Ummi Sherry

2008-06-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

no caption.. pix says all.. eheheeeehehe

adat melenggang perut..

2008-06-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

backdated entry nih.. ekekekeke

pix masa ada melenggang perut when i was 7 mths pregnant..

usually people buat adat ni masa pregnant kan 1st baby je..

aqil stylo....

2008-06-23T20:03:00.000-07:00

Aqil dah setahun... cepat sungguh masa berlalu.. soon he's gonna be a big bro...

mmm... puts on ibu punya spek lama .. he found it in the car......heheehh so cute... tak kasi pakai nak jugak2... suke banget pakai spek... will buy him one... hehehehe

Aqil with his first baju melayu... 1st time sambut raya...

2008-06-23T19:15:00.000-07:00

This is the first time aqil celebrate Hari Raya... year 2007... wearing baju melayu made by his nenda... so cute.. first time beraya sedondon 3 beranak but sayang tak snap gambo bertiga...

Aqil with his ayah....

2008-06-23T18:44:00.000-07:00

Gambo aqil with his ayah... susah banget nak snap gambo ayah si aqil nie... camera shy konon... nie pun dpt snap tp ayah aqil tak mo pandang camera... so tak dpt byk gambo ayah si aqil...

my lil honey sugar bun...

2008-06-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

he is growing...

BOTAK RULES!!! ekekekeke

praise to ALLAH....alhamdulillah..

2008-06-23T01:44:00.001-07:00

Finally he was borned on 7 Oct 2008 2.24am - 2.98kg
Muhammad Aqil Zuhair

it's a boy........... need to find his name.....

da apple of my heart.. muhammad aqil zufar

2008-06-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

cayang anak ibu... muah muah muah

My Lovely Nephew & Niece...

2008-06-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

Danish Iskandar aka Abang

Danish Izz Akief aka Adik
Dhia Izz Arrianna aka Baby Dhia